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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
1:37 am
Okay i have a REALLY good idea.


STOP THE DRAMA.

like i really thought everyone was over this shit. i mean, cmon people. this is a little ridiculous.

but now..random girls egging perfectly nice peoples cars and houses? must we really all hate eachother?

i guess we must..and that is sad.

because now there are more problems. more drama we all dont need. if we were all just fucking friends wouldnt that just make life THAT MUCH BETTER?

who likes having more enemies then friends anyway? thats just boring after awhile.

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Monday, February 9th, 2004
11:16 pm
i am officially apoligizing for this entry.


it must have been the other girl that dislikes me. it hought she was over hereself i guess not.


my bad. my apoligies.

(make me *vain*)

Saturday, January 10th, 2004
12:38 am
Well...that actually WASNT my last entry....this is


Pete....call me tomarrow im SO SORRY for not getting the call, i didnt know it rang. but just know i was in a horrible mood and when i heard your message it made me smile. I like how you change me i really do.yeah so call me so we can spend some quality bonding time.

Aj....those 30 minutes in the car were some of the best 30 minutes of my life. i love you more than anything i have ever known. Your love is the love that matters and i know you feel the same way. Fuck um all, right? weve got eachother!!! :)

Everyone in the play- i think this is exactly waht i need. its going to be amazing and its going to change me. lets DOOO THISSS :)

To ALL my friends...i love you, and i always will. anyone thats just been a livejournal friend PLEASE im me and get my new journal i love talking and hearing your insight. thank you all for everything- you have helped to make me a stronger person. And thank you for telling me im a good person..and giving met he best hugs EVA.

Once again to everyone else, grow up. If you do, great. If you dont...well 1: thats gonna get you no where. 2: i just might take some legal action b/c im over hearing any of you talk to me. And if you think i cant do that, your wrong. And if you think im a loser for doing it, thats TOTALLY fine- because if i were cool in your eyes i know i would have some serious issues ahead of me.

finally once and for all, peace.

(make me *vain*)

Thursday, January 8th, 2004
11:19 pm
Well....

This is a long dedication to the people who SAVED MY LIFE TONIGHT...you know who you are. and thank you. click here. )

oh and i just have to say ONE last comment about this. you call my overdramatizing but i didnt a community about how much i suck, now did i?

its been a great ride. But well..when it comes down to it, im over this shit. so, this is katy signing off. (there will be ajournal you can contact me at for all my friends who want to check up, just im me at madskagrl)....Have a great life, i hope you all grow up- learn to be good people (because you sure as hell arent now) and are successful.


Peace out, fuckers.

current mood: drained

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9:16 pm
I want you to know, that you won. WHoever you are, all of you i guess as you put in your speeches.

You successfully said the most hurtful things anyone has ever said to me and you successfully broke me down into nothing.

Ive never been so hurt in my life or felt so alone in my life. And you did that all.

So congratulations on finally getting what you wanted.

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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
8:42 pm
Does anyone else find me kind of scary here? why do you like this aj? iguess for its artistic effect? )

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8:30 pm
Okay im sorry but i HAD to show this to the world because even i didnt realize my boyfriend could be so sexy :) )


dance rehersal today. rock. i loved every effing second.

converse our choreographer wants us to get: 40 bucks
Food to eat so i have energy to dance: 6 bucks
Extra strong dedorant for when i sweat: 4 bucks
Me spending an afternoon tryin to turn Mike and Dave into 50's dancers: PRICELESS

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Monday, January 5th, 2004
11:06 pm
i like how as soon as I get home, the fighting wtih my mother begins quicker then i can say "how was your vacation"....


..its wonderful.
who yells at someone for throwing 1/4 a slice of american cheese in the garbage, anyway? isnt that what the garbage is for? whatever.


pics from the camera up soon.


I really hope that i didnt make a mistake. Dont prove to me that i made this mistake.

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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
10:34 pm
SNOWBOARDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SNOWBOARDING!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am obsessed. this is my n ew sport.

I NEED A WAY TO FIND MONEY FOR IT!! AHH!!! gotta find a job with the amount of 0 time i have...arg whatever.


this vacation HAS BEEN AMAZING THANK YOU FRIENDS FOR MAKING THESE 2 WEEKS ACTUALLY THE BEST 2 WEEKS EVER!!!!!!!

yum, im craving some mohegan sun diner food....what was it really called? tahagkimana diner? lol

school tomarrow. shucks. oh well. THE PLAY THE PLAY!!!


homework = evil.



MATT LABOZA : i dont know what you THINK i was doing but i didnt play "a trick" on your g/f. im not like you and i dont try and ruin your life for absolutly no reason. I dont know your g/f, therefore i would never do anything bad to her. Stop thinking i revolve my life around you, okay? thanks. i dont waste my time.

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1:51 am
This vacation = amazing

-bangs
-new cell phone
- digi cam
- Xmas with fun family members
- bonding time with macallisters
- bonding time with eri
- big fight + big makeup with aj
- SNOWBOARDING
- bonding with Molina brothers
- New years with friends at pats
- shopping
- new outlook on life
- a total of 100 hours playing video games (Tony Hakw UG)
- RANDOM NIGHTS!!!


wahooooieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. im so sad vacation is ending! boohoo

but i had a great time and well....school wont be SO bad. a vacatin willcome along again soon and teh play will bef un.

lots of stuff to do tomarrow. eek.

(make me *vain*)

Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
12:14 am
TODAY I SNOWBOARDED FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!1


and let me tell you...it was fucking rad as hell. at first i was a little frusterated but aj and jp you 2 are the BEST TEACHERS ever..let me tell you people..they stayed with me the ENTIRE TIME i needed them and taught me and were patient wtih me and caught me when i fell and did all of this for an entire day of snowboarding instead of taking a day for themselves..how amazing IS that? THANK YOU SO MUCH GUSY I <3 you...

and julie thanks for helping me when i kept falling on my ass! your so sweet i hiope your head is okay and thank you SO MUCH for letting me stay at your house for so long i <3 youu!!!


aj i love you so effing much. Im so glad we didnt let this go. Im so glad after so long were still not giving up and we can both admit our mistakes. I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu and your everythign to me!!!!!! sweet dreams tonight!!!!

im at eris now. partay. hehe. im glad to be here...she has a really cumfy bed! haha (not that julies with the heater wasnt amazing lol)


okay and heres an idea for the people who keep calling me....how about you just stop calling? b/c its pretty pathetic this is how you spendyour nights and you can actually claim you have a life. but if youl ike people laughing at you as we pass the phone around to listen to your sorry asses, then so be it.

<3 everyone!

i miss you laura.

(make me *vain*)

Thursday, January 1st, 2004
1:51 am
Wow. 2004. crazy.

This year, i graduate high school, start college...start a new chapter in my life. its insane and right now i honestly can not even comprehend it and probably wont be able to until my car pulls in my campus parking space.

I have some resolutions. None i feellike sharing on here, though. ive learned better than that.

2003 was on HELL of a year. A year i will never forget. Maybe the most signifigant year of my life. I quit tennis, dyed my hair, made ammends with my dad, tried out (and made it) for a play, found true friends...thats probably the most imporant of all, of course.

If 2004 cant be better than 2003, i at least hope it has just as many signifigant experiences...positive or negative. we learn from everything that happens to us. God knows i have learned this year.

So many surprises in 2003...good thing i love surprises so much.

But over all i really hope we can ALL grow up, MATURE...or to a point. At least to the point where we all should be. That goes for me, as well as everyone else.

I wish everyone luck in this year. and success. I know ill need all theluck i can get...But this year, i can say that i get by with a little help from my friends.

So anyway, tonight was pretty cool. went to el pats house with miranda, aj, jp, kim, lee, ben and pat of course. partied itup carrot/ranch dressing style. it was fly. AND JP I DID NOTTTT DOUBLE DIP AND YOU KNOW YOU LOVE MY GERMS ANYWAY. CMON< WE FAMILY SON. er..brother..er whatever? haha. Things were a little....wierd to say the least, but i made the best of it. Figuring out emotions is def one of the resolutions i have for thsi year.

vactaion is coming to an end, but for me..life is kind just beginning.

dont give me a glance wihtout explaining what it means. dont drop this subject, dont leave me in the dark.you know who youa re.

<333333333

happy lovely new year everyone :)

(make me *vain*)

Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
4:39 pm
well the vacationis like, more than half over, how sad!!

im staying at julies right now and im having a really great time, i wish vacation would never end. but it has its perks to ending too..like the play, and getting into college (?!?), and seeing pete again, etc...

i really miss laura. i need to see her!! i dont want her to slip out of my life, everrr....

NEW YEARS EVEN IS TONIGHT WHAHAHAHAHA~~~ im excited but we dont really have much to do so....call me and julie!!! miranda, pat, aj jp, i wanna see your number comin up on my cellularrr!!!!





you really outdid yourself this time. Get ready to lose at your own game. all of you.

(make me *vain*)

Monday, December 29th, 2003
11:30 pm
today was alright, cool and fun but nto very exciting, if that even makes sense at all.

Woke up, took a shower, got dressed, did my hair, etc.

Went to the mall with aj and met my cousin janna. we did some shopping i got:

- a TBS shirt
- a brand new pin
- a soty pin
- a YOUR MOM pin

My cousin got more, and shes really why we were there anyway.

Next, we went to outback steakhouse for dinner it was me, aj, janna, my 2 aunts and 2 more of my cousins. it was nice bonding time. i enjoyed it.

Then i got home, sat around and talked to my parents which was nice actually :)...Then I went with aj and jp to get a movie, we picked up nicole then went back here to watch it. Freaky Friday..it was pretty good..Jamie Lee Curtis was sick at being a kid. The girl was pretty good...but she acted alot like me haha. it was wierd.

my aunt walked in on some innapropriate stuff happening..but better them than me and aj i suppose? hehe.

I cant find my cousin.it hink he may have died??

ajs come over at like 1130 and stayed for a while when my aunts asleep for the past three nights but tonight hes sick and went home...IM SORRY YOUR SICK AJ I LOVE YOU FEEL BETTER!!!!

I didnt get to play Tony hawk today. tomarrow, tomarrow.

TOMARROW JULIE IS ADOPTING ME! Lots of being college elfs, nuddie buddies, and fun fun things. also hopefully lots of tony hawk, and going to accessorie in bville to shop and return stuff etc.

I WANT THOSE PINK PANTS FROM DICKIES AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i will get them..somehow, someway! ( i actually have the money im just really lazy to go all the way up to the damn mall AGAIN)

...pics from the digi cam up soooon!

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12:12 am
Yes, i am posting this on livejournal..so deal.

I am so damn sick and tired of this. people taking sides, people fighting, people putting other people down. WHY DONT WE JUST FUCKING GET ON WIHT OUR LIVES? I have made mistakes in my life, done mean things to people im sure, but so has everyone else. no ones perfect, everyone has made mistakes at one point (besides jamie). But we all apoligize, and we make up for them. IM not asking for everyone to be friends, in fact..i dont WANT to be friends with the people that ive been feuding with. but i also really dont give a fuck about being enemies, either. I want to just move on with my life, and NOT DEAL WITH THIS. i have a wonderful WONDERFUL life, with WONDERFUL friends who make me so happy, are always there for me and make me smile. so do all of you people that have a problem with me. Why cant we just let the petty bullshit go? we are 17 and 18 years of age, going to college soon, becoming adults and we are still calling eachother pussys and assholes over fucking livejournal? pranking peoples houses? threatening people just to be stupid? I can honestly say that whatever people are upset at me over, im sorry...and if we all just said "im sorry for hurting you" and moved on, life would be so much easier and healthier.

Matt- i know you can tell my parents what happend. i know you can do that. I cant believe someone would stoop so low, ESPECIALLY when i did what you asked, and what you of course also deserved. I paid you the m oney that you wanted and that i owed you. But you harass me- vulgarly harass me. and if i put a restraining order on you in the next 5 days, you CANT CALL MY PARENTS..and if you do, your gonna be in some serious legal trouble. Thats how FED UP I AM WITH THIS SHIT. i dont want to have to dot hat, but i will.

so if you hate me matt- thats your absolute RIGHT and i understand. you hope i die? thats your absolute right. you want to talk shit about me 24/7 to your friends and think its funny and cool go ahead. but just leave m ealone. and i will leave you alone. im sorry our firendship had to end this way but thats the way the world works.

thats all for now.

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Sunday, December 28th, 2003
5:07 pm

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

AHAHAHAHA aj!!!! that sounds more like me when im sober!! haha, wow im such a spaz.

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12:20 pm
so im staying with my aunt and cousin at my house...

which is pretty cool i guess, kinda soothing doing my own thing, not really worrying about the parentals.

This vacation has been amazing. i have the bestttesetestetsetttt friends ever. I miss pete alot though, COME BACK!! but have fun. lol.

HOpefully tonight will be fun, if you are my friend i want you to CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME and were ALL GOING T HANG OUT. that is my goal for tonight. to have it like a couple of nights ago when were ALL TOGETHER..b/c it was a blast. so by golly, CALL ME!

**400-6313**

yesterdray i think i played tony hawk underground with jp for about 3 and 1/2 hours and im STILL not tired of it and i STILL want to play more so hopefully ic an do some of that today. that game is INSANE and i made the coolest skater chick ever.

today im going to my uncles for awhile, should be home by 5....i like this uncle and cousin group so it should be pretty chill.

Well aj was supposed to call me so he could come (no pun) but hes no where to be found so looks like hes gonna miss another full filled experience with the CUNNIONS!!!! (moms side)

<3 everyone. Besides matt of course, who wont stop caling my phone and saying the stupidest shit ive EVER heard in my life.

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Friday, December 26th, 2003
1:03 pm
i feel really bad...

because everyone had a really bad Christmas, or so ive read from lj and i feel awful. Christmas is supposed to be a wonderful and happy time, im sorry not everyone enjoyed themselves.

I had a great xmas. with my family and everything. aj came over for awhile, i got everything i wanted and more, i saw all my family for the most part. i enjoyed myself and im glad ihave a whole other week and a half left of vacation.

now i must go to the hairdresser to fix my bangs before going off to the mall. ADIOS! call: 400-6313 if you wanan join...later!

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Thursday, December 25th, 2003
5:18 pm

NEW CELL NEW CELL NEW CELL NEW CELL!!!


WEEEE!!!

 

THE NUMBER:

 

400-6313

 

as patty sincox would say....CALL ME!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
5:24 pm
Pictures of my new bangs..although they are small like they always are, and i cant figure out how to make the damn things bigger...so lo siento )


well hope you enjoyed that. prolly not.


merry xmas lj world.

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